I'm on holidays. Woohoo! Okay, this may sound a little weird. But I don't exactly know how to make good use of the holidays =/ I've been thinking of getting a part time job in KL but I doubt I'll have time for that cause I'm going back and forth to Penang. So yeah, it's kinda pointless right.. Plus I've got plenty of plans with my friends here. So many things to look forward to!
On another note, I've the sudden urge to spill out my feelings..
I'm sure most of you already know that I've lost the love of my life. As I moved on, I carry all the memories we had with me. Those bittersweet memories framed in my mind like photographs. It's like we grew up together and then we began to slowly drift apart from one another. And as time passes, we seem to connect really well again. Sometimes I wonder.. Is it love? Or are we just comfortable with each other? You know, something like.. "Hey, we're gonna get married in the future because we've been together so long, like, it's expected."
No, that's not how I want my life to be. I believe all women want a man who would love them unconditionally and whole-heartedly right?? I know love isn't something that is fulfilled by crossing out points in the 'perfect' checklist. Love doesn't always come easy - it's a short word, easy to spell, but difficult to define.
Some said we would get back together in the future, while others said I certainly would meet the right guy and build the relationship I deserve. Ah well, I don't know about that. I could foresee the road ahead is not going to be easy. Take hold of my hand and walk with me.. Anyone?? Lol.
I'll go wherever God leads me :)
Happy holidays, everyone! xoxo
On another note, I've the sudden urge to spill out my feelings..
I'm sure most of you already know that I've lost the love of my life. As I moved on, I carry all the memories we had with me. Those bittersweet memories framed in my mind like photographs. It's like we grew up together and then we began to slowly drift apart from one another. And as time passes, we seem to connect really well again. Sometimes I wonder.. Is it love? Or are we just comfortable with each other? You know, something like.. "Hey, we're gonna get married in the future because we've been together so long, like, it's expected."
No, that's not how I want my life to be. I believe all women want a man who would love them unconditionally and whole-heartedly right?? I know love isn't something that is fulfilled by crossing out points in the 'perfect' checklist. Love doesn't always come easy - it's a short word, easy to spell, but difficult to define.
Some said we would get back together in the future, while others said I certainly would meet the right guy and build the relationship I deserve. Ah well, I don't know about that. I could foresee the road ahead is not going to be easy. Take hold of my hand and walk with me.. Anyone?? Lol.
I'll go wherever God leads me :)
Happy holidays, everyone! xoxo
Nothing is ever set in stone. Whatever happens, whoever you end up with, everything will fall into place perfectly.
ReplyDeleteSo take in each moment slowly and enjoy it. Life is simply too short to spend it by thinking of what-ifs and what happened. You live, learn and move on. (: